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dead_summer
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Location: Illinois, United States
Gender: Female
Interests: talking, shopping, and FLIRTING! hehe im the best at that! i love you brett, always and forever with all i have.
Expertise: And I'd give up forever to touch you, cause I know that you feel me somehow. You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be, and I don't want to go home right now. And all I can taste is this moment. And all I can breathe is your life. Cause sooner or later it's over, I just don't want to miss you tonight. And I don't want the world to see me, cause I don't think that they'd understand, when everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am. And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming, or the moment of truth in your lies. When everything feels like the movies, yeah you bleed just to know you're alive. And I don't want the world to see me, cause I don't think that they'd understand, when everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am. I don't want the world to see me, cause I don't think that they'd understand, when everything's made to be broken, i just want you to know who I am
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
3/6/2003
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| HOLY FUCKING SHIT WE WON A FUCKING BASKETBALL GAME! hehe. we were up against madison. last time we played them, we lost 3 to 33. this time we won 12 to 10!! it was so awesome! i made our first shot - a hook shot from under the hoop - it was soo cool! i dont really remember who made the others - i know mollie made 2 pts and ashley made 1 tho - but yea. lol. in the fourth quarter we were shooting 2 free throws per foul cuz there were so many fouls. we had around 10 and madison had around 13. mollie and lauren fouled out tho...i had 4 fouls!! hehe. well the last 3 points were made by...none other than me! lol. not to brag or anything. they were free throws. *whew* alex and jarrett were like, bend your knees bend your knees! afterwards i told them i couldnt, as it hurts to sit down. but whatever. it was soo fuckin awesome tho. we ACTUALLY won a game. i dunno how aa did tho, i left with 2 minutes left in their game. peggy youre coming to kennedy wednsday for the game! i already told alex and he said he might be there! haha during the aa game, i was just on the stage the whole time with logan. haha he was telling me how he beat all these people up it was amazing...frightening but amazing. im not even gonna go into detail. haha theres some gang looking for him cuz they think he killed some kid. but he didnt...at least he thinks he didnt! *shudder* haha during lunch i was soo extrememly hyper! all i had had before i came home was 2 cans of root beer - no caffiene, one for breakfast one for lunch - and a twix bar. so i felt like i was gonna faint during the game. plus i didnt have any water and i was nervous. but anywho, bess was chasing me around so i used logan as my bodyguard (he's good at that) and then i just started laughing and falling...logan said i looked drunk! hehe *oopsies* but he kept me from falling on my ass more times that i did. haha. omg im gonna kill tyler, merlin, dillon, alex, justin, and maybe john. john was bein nice about it tho, hes a nice kid! haha during lunch i was walking past tyler and punched him under the shoulder blade. hehe *oopsies* i didnt do anything! i didnt punch him at all! well anyways. he's not permanently hurt, so its all good. just wait till i learn some tricks from logan *hehe* yep well im in major pain right now...my legs and feet feel so fucked up its not even funny. yea. and im so pissed off and depressed...i cut my wrists last nite with a pencil. it was pretty cool. i still have a red line from the last time i did it. nice, huh? yea well...im out im really tired. i think i might go to bed early. ya never know what im gonna do! i love you brett...i hope baseball is going well for you! | | |
| "so anyways brett is there too....and he brought a friend. and of course being the nice polite person he is he doesnt introduce us...so i was like screw this im not introducing u to my friends." thats what peggy said. god its pissing me off! no she doesnt like him...cuz we do what we want. courtney's done that but you dont see peggy giving courtney or her guys any grief! why me?! just cuz im younger? i may be younger, but im not that much stupider!! "oh yes in teh middle of play steph and brett stood up and left to do god knows what...so me and rachel are like whatever." so now she doesnt trust me. O MY FUCKING GOD. this is so fucking annoying. granted i knew it would happen, but its still annoying. her and rachel are gonna get along just fine. im glad about that, i just hope they dont start a "we hate brett" club or something. not that they're that weird. it sounds more of something that erica would do. heh. omg but on peggy's xanga diary, she has a kiss my ass bunny. so she's copying be about that. i dont really mind when she copies me, but i dont like it when she copies me. like i wear sweatshirts 24/7 and now she's starting to. id rather she'd stay preppy like all her kennedy friends. nothing can go entirely right in my life, can it? | | |
| the taste of ink
is it worth it can you even hear me
standing with your spotlight on me
not enough to feed the hungry
I'm tired and I felt it for awhile now
In this sea of lonely
the taste of ink is getting old
it's four o'clock in the fucking morning
each day gets more and more like the last day
still I can see it coming
while i'm standing in the river drowning
this could be my chance to break out
this could be my chance to say goodbye
at last it's finally over
couldn't take this town much longer
being half dead wasn't what I planned to be
now I'm ready to be free
so here I am it's in my hands
and I'll savor every moment of this
so here I am alive at last
and I'll savor every moment of this
and won't you think I'm pretty
when I'm standing top the bright lit city
and I'll take your hand and pick you up
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| Mesmerize
Haha, yeah
Whattup ma? How you been
Yeah I know, I know, hehe
It's all good.. (Murder Inc.)
[Chorus: Ja Rule] + (Ashanti)
Girl your stare, those eyes I (love it when you look at me baby)
Your lips, your smile I (love it when you kiss me baby)
Your hips, those thighs I (love it when you call me baby)
And I can't, deny I (love it when I'm witchu baby)
[Ja Rule]
I, got a fetish for fuckin you witcha skirt on
On the backstreet in the back seat of the Yukon
What's takin so long? I'm gettin anxious
but patiently waitin for you to tell a nigga to move on
Between me and you, we can find each other
flyin abroad in my private G-2
I ain't tryin to G you, ma I'm tryin to see you
Bend over, you know how we do it, feet to shoulders
Bring heat to coldest night, so ferocious
Now you street promotin the dick game is potent
Cause in the bed a nigga go hard like Jordan
Sweat pourin, lovin the way you be moanin
Grippin the sheets, lookin at me lickin at me
Cause every woman just wanna be happy
And it's CRA-ZAY, but BAY-BAY, I.. (love it when I'm witchu baby)
Girl your stare, those eyes I (love it when you look at me baby)
Your lips, your smile I (love it when you kiss me baby)
Your hips, those thighs I (love it when you call me baby
[Ashanti]
I wanna get away, cause you know like I know
And there's a better day, a-comin, I'm hooked on your lovin
Believe me, and when you hold my body
I know you need me, wait for me bay-bay
I've been goin half crazy for your love
And I was told that the sex, better than drugs
Then get addicted, boy listen
I'm the only piece of the puzzle you're missin
Like when we kissin - bye bye bye
You got a girl that'll - ride ride ride
So take me, tonight
And do what you do to me baby
I've been goin half crazy for your love
And I was told that the sex, better than drugs
Then get addicted, boy listen
I'm the only piece of the puzzle you're missin
Like when we kissin - bye bye bye
You got a girl that'll - ride ride ride
So take me, tonight
And do what you do to me baby
Girl your stare, those eyes I (love it when you look at me baby)
Your lips, your smile I (love it when you kiss me baby)
Your hips, those thighs I (love it when you call me baby)
And I can't, deny I (love it when I'm witchu baby)
[Ja Rule] + (Ashanti)
Shorty, are you really gettin bored with me, or him?
Cause though I play a lot of games, I play 'em to win
(But then again I'm still young and I'm livin my life)
You know you're right and I'm the type
to pull up to your bumper, get your bumper
(BABY, I can only help but wonder)
What life would be without (my sweet baby)
And you're my baby (holla if you hear me)
[Ashanti] + (Ja Rule)
{*harmonizes*}
You can understand that my love is pain
And how I feel in vain, it's just a woman thang
(It's a man's world, but I understand)
But there's still nothin different boy, stick to the plan
(You be my down ass, witcha round ass)
I know I'm feelin you (like you feelin me)
The way you're holdin my body, the way you touch me
Girl your stare, those eyes I (love it when you look at me baby)
Your lips, your smile I (love it when you kiss me baby)
Your hips, those thighs I (love it when you call me baby)
And I can't, deny I (love it when I'm witchu baby
[Ashanti: repeat 2X]
I love when you touch me baby
All over my body baby
I love when you kiss me baby
All over my body baby
Girl your stare, those eyes I (love it when you look at me baby)
Your lips, your smile I (love it when you kiss me baby)
Your hips, those thighs I (love it when you call me baby)
And I can't, deny I (love it when I'm witchu baby | | |
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